All I can say is wow! We are wretched sinners against the Creator of the universe and yet we can be blessed with our sins forgiven and forgotten. That shows right there, that God the Creator of Heaven and earth is a loving and merciful God. We should die to ourselves everyday because we are so unworthy to live a life for us. Everything we do, say, and live for, should be for God and Him only. Do we really live like that, No! Nobody lives their life for God 24/7. We need to get in His Word and meditate on it, study it, and keep it in our hearts so that we can serve Him 24/7. Scripture says that "I have hidden your word in my heart that I might not sin against you." Psalm 119:11.
To God be the Glory!